Where do I begin? I had a lot of information thrown at me today and a lot that has happened in the past couple days.
Today was Camden’s follow-up GI appt. This appointment was scheduled three months ago when we saw the GI for the first time. I never thought we’d still need this appointment. At the time I remember thinking, “I’ll make this appointment, but my baby will be all better by the time he’s one.” Gosh, I was wrong. Sound familiar?
We’re in the same place as far as the reflux. It’s still there….Camden has flare ups from time to time and we deal with it. He has also been having problems lately with his stomach. So if we’re not dealing with one thing, it’s another. The past two nights he has been up crying for an hour or more. The first night I could soothe him with nursing. Last night I could barely hold on to him he was so upset. Arching back, thrashing, screaming. It was awful. I finally had to face him forward, wrap my arms around him tightly and let him scream it out. He wanted nothing to do with nursing. We are eliminating all his allergen foods and also feeding him gluten-free after some bouts with stomach pain and diarrhea after eating grains. The diarrhea improved once the gluten was removed. The stomach pain still seems to be there, and mainly when he eats table foods. The food comes through undigested, just like it looked when it went in pretty much. After these experiences, I’ve really stuck with jar baby food because he does okay with that. I’m a little afraid to move beyond that.
So that’s a bit of the history from the past month or so. Stomach pain on top of the reflux. And still sleepless, crying nights.
The GI has recommended the following plan:
1. Retest Camden for food allergies.
He wants to make sure he hasn’t developed any more allergies and see if the other allergies are still there. He thinks Camden’s symptoms sound food-allergy related.
2. Wean him from breast milk.
Although I have eliminated all dairy out of my diet, I am still consuming the other allergen foods. Camden could be reacting to these through my breast milk, even if it’s just a small amount. I have wanted to wean Camden by now, but he only takes 2-3 ounces from the bottle at a time so I’m always afraid he’s not getting enough. A dietician has put him on a special diet, a bit more fat and protein, to help him gain some weight. Although he looks healthy, he’s slowly going downhill. He was born at the 75th percentile and is now in the 10th percentile. We need to make sure in the next couple months he doesn’t go downhill anymore. Pray that he will eat more and drink more. He gets to a point now where he just refuses any more.
3. Endoscopy.
This is the third and final instruction from him. It is the scariest for me. I feel sick to my stomach thinking about Camden going through another procedure.
An endoscopy is a procedure that will let the doctor see the inside of the esophagus, stomach and small intestine. A soft, flexible tube goes in the mouth and down to the stomach. Once this tube is in, the doctor can look at the lining of the esophagus, stomach and intestine on a TV monitor. Camden will be asleep during the procedure. The doctor will collect small samples of tissues to be biopsied. He will send those to the lab to check for things like Celiac Disease, eosinophilic esophagitis, etc. The scope will be able to tell us if Camden is still refluxing and if there’s any inflammation. This is considered day surgery so there’s no eating /drinking after midnight and only clear liquids up to three hours before the procedure. Same guidelines as when the tubes were put in. Along with the endoscopy, he will also do a flexible sigmoidoscopy (which is a tube in the rear end) to check things in there. Camden also has to be off his medicine for two weeks before the test and return to eating gluten containing foods. This helps the doctor see if damage is being done. I get why, but it seems bad to say, “Do this or do that to cause the damage so I can see it.”
I hate the thought of this invasive procedure being done!!!!
Now, here’s MY plan:
1. Wean Camden from breast milk.
I agree with dr.’s reasoning and then we will know he’s getting no allergen foods to contribute or cause any problems.
2. Retest him for allergies.
3. Take him off his Prevacid now…cold turkey.
You may be thinking I’ve lost my mind right now (maybe I have), but I have reason to believe that this medicine may be causing the stomach issues. If it’s suppressing the stomach acid, then he may not have enough stomach acid to help digest his food. The GI didn’t agree with this philosophy, but like I’ve said before, I don’t trust doctors 100%. I need to try this to know without a doubt that the medicine isn’t causing these problems.
I have to do these things before I can feel okay going forward with the endoscopy. If he improves, then we eliminate an unnecessary, very invasive procedure. If he doesn’t improve, then we go forward with the procedure and find out what’s wrong in there. At this point, we’ve been through so much, I don’t see why it’s not worth a shot.
Please keep us in your prayers. The next couple months may be rough. The endoscopy is scheduled in three months. This is so we have plenty of time to do the testing, weaning, etc. I’m afraid we may have more sleepless nights in our future, but sometimes you have to let it get worse before it gets better. Right?
I will start feeding Camden gluten again unless he starts having the diarrhea and stomach pain. There’s no way I’ll continue feeding him that if it’s going to cause a lot of pain and suffering.
I’ll keep you posted on how things are going so be sure to check in.
Prayers are always welcomed!
UPDATE:
I should also add that I am praying and trusting completely on God to guide us in the right direction, to help us make the right decisions.