Last night I learned an important lesson.
If you have a child who has been diagnosed with asthma, no matter how little it may be, NEVER leave home without his inhaler.
Isaac was diagnosed with exercise-induced asthma almost a year ago. He seemed to improve once he was out of school and I always thought it was something in the school that brought it on. This summer/fall he could run around outside and he was fine. I was so happy. In the last few months he’s started complaining that his chest is hurting him again after running around. We always had him sit down and rest and then it would get better. Sometimes he would use his inhaler, but his inhaler is supposed to be taken before he does the exercise. It’s not a fast-acting inhaler.
Last night at Awana he had the worst asthma attack I have seen yet. He couldn’t take a full breath because his chest was hurting him so bad. Tears were in his eyes when he walked up to me after Awana. I immediately said let’s go. I did not have his inhaler with me—it was in my other jacket pocket—you know, the jacket I wore last week to Awana when he took his inhaler before he ran around at game time. Errrrr…….(yes, I was irritated with myself.)
The whole way home he sat slumped over not saying a word. Usually him and Eli talk the whole way home about what they did or who did what funny thing at Awana that night. Silence. I kept turning on the light and looking back at him, asking him, is it better, are you all right, can you breath. His answer was always, it’s the same, I can take breaths but it hurts. And the whole way home I was so mad at myself for not remembering that inhaler.
Josh and I both agree that we need to take Isaac in to the doctor to get something for those times when he runs around and didn’t take his inhaler beforehand—a fast-acting inhaler.
I still haven’t forgiven myself and probably won’t. Lesson is learned though. Thank you, God, for having Your hand of protection over Him (when mine wasn’t).